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Thursday, December 04, 2008, 1:21:00 PM
Heres one of the funniest event that happened in sch so far.Main lead: Anna. While we were mugging at sch library. Anna showed us the new patene leave-on hair moisturer that she just bought cause she just rebonded her hair. so the nice generous here actually asked me if i wanted to try while i was using the com. when i looked up. this is what we (karen and me) saw.  It was so funny. that karen went "NONO" open wrongly. haha. so she was like. u must pull the nozzle.then anna went to do this.  She actually pulled the entire nozzle out. exposing the inner lumen. and she went" ohhhhh" then there we were laughing like nobody's business again. so karen went " WRONG! and u still OHhhhhh" Its actually...  Just turning the nozzle.  This is anna. =))my best buddies in schools. =) no forgetting scholar (eeling), yenting, yenyen, mariam, pk, sharina, julie, grace (lao ban niang), and many many more!! 10:54:00 AM
My ladies night with my best babe ever @ rebel, zirca =))Finally. it was clubbing with my fav clubbing partner. febbie!! =) instead of going to our usual - ZOuk,we decided to try out zirca and rebel. Both areas were nice with zirca having all the dancers and mascots walking around to pump up the mood plus free flow of lychee martinis. Rebel was aint that bad either. as getting free drinnks by the nice bartender. =) who kept saying i had rabbit boots (linda's) and kept saying i looked like 28! like when huh.. haha he was just trying to get into feb's good books la. =) well. we all had fun.. right feb? hah. we both always have good luck tog. =) i agree. oh. not forgetting. we had two really nice partners too that night. esther and her bf, cy! he was super sporting. =)) so here are some pics for the night!!  Us at coffeeclub+)  in the toilet camwhoring!! =) waiting for the night to start. Us outside REBEL.i have no idea what type of relationship i want now. i hope. we last. am tired of quarrels. am tired of fighting. i just want to be pampered and loved. Wednesday, December 03, 2008, 1:21:00 PM
being labelled as a emotion blackmailer sure does not feel good.esp from the opinions of a very good friend who once told me to end the r/s and now am telling my bf that he is being emotionally blackmailed. the fact that after the weekend drama. i forgived him on sunday itself plus the fact he spent the night at my house. Yesterday night. this is what happened: he was supposed to meet me at my house after settling this event of his. at 2100hrs. he told me that he did not drink and all. but i actually did not say he cant drink. at 2250 hrs (according to my phone), i received a call from his fren telling me that he is dead drunk and all. and that they will be moving him to hisbunk room. and they want me to tell him to listen to them. when they passed the phone to him. all i heard was " dun cal lmy gf dun call my gf" then the phone went dead. his fren then called me back and told me sorry before saying they will take care of him. so off i went grumbling to my frens. but please feedback on this. would u be upset too? this morning. he called me asking me to meet him and that he would come nyp to find me. when i met up with him. he was feeling so horrible due to the hangover. so. there i was taking care of him. not even bothering to argue and all with him. however. when i brought him to the toilet to vomit and i was waiting outside. i was looking at his hp. ( we are very open so we let each other read our hp. but girls dun worry. haha he only looks thru guy's msges. haha) so. i saw this msg by my good fren at 2230hrs to him. msg: friend.Just a piece of advice. Don't live in the shadow of being emotional blackmail. If dont understand. Google. Take good care. tell me. what would ur reaction be? girls. if u read this. go google. u have free lessons on EMotional black mail. well. I am probably a Punisher and a Sufferer. (1) The Punisher--very direct about their demands, clearly state the consequences (3) The Sufferer--the martyr who believes they’ve done everything for others and suffered because of it and don’t hesitate to remind them so they will feel sorry for them I am direct with what i want. i dun like to beat around the bush. Among these 4 years. alot of things have happened. being told that he lost interest in me and all. his dad shouting at me during my birthday. pple who have experienced this with me. and have heard/seen it. like linda at my bday or feb at my bday. Everytime u do a mistake. of course u need to change. and if u dun change. of course u need to be reminded. but well. pple will prob think of these as an excuse. but look and reflect onurself. dont u do it too? u also tink back on things. emotional blackmailer. thats very hurting. in this r/s. i am being looked down upon by his family. used to be told by his fren that because of me. he loses his frens. when he is the one who is lazy to go out. but. i spend all my money on him. when he needs things i get it. when he needs help i go immediately. when he does anything wrong. i forgive him in a day. i feel silly. why am i holding on so much? when i am still looked upon as the baddie in this r/s. i decided to change. i wont grumble so much. i wont do so much. cause it doesnt matter anyway. i just want to be loved. i gave so much just wanting to be loved. but. all these is what i have gotten so far. family discrimination. friends' discrimination perhaps. i am not that good gf as i tink i am. Monday, December 01, 2008, 12:45:00 AM
i had a good itme. studying with anna and karen at tcc@bugis.though we were laughing most of the time. =) after which i went to meet my forum guys to celebrate my son zhanhui bday. haha. =)) many funs and laughter there. me being the only girl was happily enjoying the food cooked by my executive chef monster, wq and kc. +) the rest, daniel jj and alex happily having their "splashy" time thanks to daniel's clumsiness of always dropping the food back into the soup.so they were like going " OUCH!" most of the time and jumping off their seats. fun. haha we talked on the phone.and i agreed not to break. but i wanna have time of my own. he just sent me a whole lengthy msg. i dun wish for words. i want actions. Sunday, November 30, 2008, 11:50:00 AM
a disaster happened. jux two months before our 4th anniversary.i went for a cruise trip with my mumon friday. left happily thinking i would come back happily. he was supposed to go to sitex with his good frens. on saturday.when i was in high seas far away from good reception.. he made the decision to go clubbing with his frens. when i received the message. saying that he was going to club with his frens and asked me not to worry. i seriously. was not worried. but i was upset. my heart cracked. i cried. why? not becuase he went clubbing. because. of how contridicting he is. yes. i did say. go catch up with ur frens. but. it does not mean. u do such things to hurt me. here goes my reason. u have duty today. (sunday) normally when u have duty. u will not even meet me. or u will coem my house and slp real early. like ten? or eleven? when i ask u to go club with me. u will say. i dun like to club.. i dun like to drink. i dun like such places.. i dun wanna smoke.. but. jux when i go to a cruise. u actually went club despite having duty on sunday morning. havign to report at 730-8am. u went club when ur frens asked u to. ur reason: they have probs and they keep asking me to go. so.. u can actually talk about problems in clubs? amazing. i can hardly hear myself in clubs. its okie. after we quarrel. u didnt even bother to msg me when u reach home. duns ay u wanna save money for me. u used to do that. plus. its u sendign me a msg jux telling me ua re home. which u always do. so u can actually totallly jux dun care and go slp? we said the break word at 7am. i was nice enough to send u a msg saying that i have reach singapore at 930 am. now. its 12pm. since u have no heart and no intention to even show u care about this r.s. everytime things happen. when we say break. u will jux ignore and totally can dun contact. while i will be the one who goes to u saying that. we been tog for so long blah blah. i wont now. u can be as stubborn and as high and mighty as what a GUY should be. because. unless. u really lose. then u will noe the feeling. i will let go. granting u the freedom u want. freeing u of all the family problems that occured cause of me. i take the role. of the unreasonable gf. i just want to say. thank you. for giving me the best experience of my life. |
