Saturday, September 25, 2004, 11:41:00 PM
today..spent the whole afternoon at my 3rd aunt house watching vcds..lolx. after went to eat. die .. i haven started on my bio yet.. how to pass. shuckx. so scary. jux praying its easy.
jamcy. imiss ugirls alot man.. hope monday comes faster and tuesday comes slower.heex. muackx girls.
kervin and xin: u two ar.. pengx. can die out of laughter lor.. but thanks for being there yet..to the whole world. ker is one big egoistic person.lolx. u can literally slap him if u want to. heex. and pls pity xin cause she has to tahan him. and i always slap him for her.lolx
1:00:00 AM
today.. was great. last day of attachment. kinda sad to leave though..especially my mehmeh.. managed to take a pic of her..so cute. will publish it online. hmmx.. took photo with buena they all.. so sad to leave them..bt its a promise to meet them up when i am free.. my marks are ok lor.. compared to the rest under jennifer. she suckx sia.lolx. but nvm. at least she is nice to me i geuss.
after work..meet kervin and xin ... heex. so cute lor the both of them.. cracking jokes and everything.hmmx.. went to meet my mum.. so like.. me..ker..xin.. peggy[cousin] baby sarah and my aunt had to squeeze in the car!!! lolx. went to maxwell to eat..then cross over to china town to walk..pengx. so many pple..and okie lor.. had some lanterns there.. and we proceeded to esplanade..to look for the dragon lantern.. at esplanade..went to look for ray daddy and tokyo..ahhax. the both of them ar.. so funny lor.. my dear laodou.
hmmx.. had a chat with them..and found out the dragon is at ether clark quey or boat quey.. and that time already 11.. so in the car we were like saying.. the dragon no more..or so late. slp le.. the lights off this and that.. the next min..when we drove past boat quey..we saw!! and.. the stupid dragon light was really off. so lame lor..pengx. ker xin and i laugh like hell lor. pengx.
well. oeverall.. today ok.. bought a skirt and a top with them. nice. heex. alison..sorry no time to talk to u.. sorry. was trying my skirt. hmmx. will publish my pics online soon!
i never regret what i do.
Thursday, September 23, 2004, 8:18:00 PM
today was normal. went for attachment. did lots of stuff. weiwei helped alot. guess i really looked shagged.
recieved ur msg this afternoon. guess. things are over. u chose to think that way. i respect it. so. maybe. lets jux keep it this way.jux sending my regards. take care.
alison dear and feb honx. thanks alot. love u babes. missing u all..see ya on mon.
gin.. thanks dear. u take care too yea. dun tink too much. muackx.
Wednesday, September 22, 2004, 8:47:00 PM
hurt. not by anyone. by myself. what can i say? everytime i feel that way. i end everything. no matter the thing is good or what. even giving up someone that was so nice. so sweet. someone who knew me. it happened once. it happened twice. i feel selfish. ending everything because of my own reasons. 4 days of short lived happiness. which i thought would last for a long time. why did i not heed alison's advice. dun go in too fast. i did. went in too fast. at the wrong time. shuld have heed the staff nurses advices.. be prepared to give up social life. why did i not. now. i realised. its not pple who hurt me. its me who hurt myself. i jux give up everything when i cannot take it. i hurt u. i noe. but. i rather not letting usuffer later. i dunno. maybe jus forget everything. the 4 days. were happy. or lets say. the time noeing u was happy. i tink jamcy noes that. i tink even char and tru noes that. giving up. not only on us. but on myself. guess.. thats the way i am. selfish? i dunno. u made me happy. but i made u sad. i noe u would understand if we continued. but i dun want. its not nice. its not me to leave u alone. i dun want to be those kind. i rather. we end it off when we are happy. we are stil frens. then when things turn ugly. i guess. i broke my own promise to myself. not to enter any relationsip these 3 years. i entered. and i realised why in the first place i made that promise. sorry. things are over. and i would follow as everyone say. live on. concentrate on studies. shall prove to myself. making that decision did hurt. but it was not the wrong choice.
what if i continued. what would happened. what if i end. what would happen. i thought of all these. and it leaded to. hurt. either u get hurt. or both of us. definitely i rather both of us. so. i end it when both of us are happy. sorry. live and forget it. i will try my best. hope u do the same.
Monday, September 20, 2004, 9:00:00 PM
today i finally met JAMy.hahaha. char was not here. so sad. but really had fun.. miss these babes so much..lolx. watched quill and feb cried like hell.lolx.. poor thing. T and me got suaned so much.lolx. i also dunno what to suan them back.lolx.. overall. really happy. happy to see jamcy. cant wait for next mon. girls. promise u all k. no matter what. u all are my priority k..hahax. garlic girls.. that include u all too. muackx.
saw yiling jux now.lolx. she was wearing the pink adidas jacket i saw in the afternoon! hahahx. so qiao. thanks babe for passing me the batt. must meet up k. muackx
dear! heex. nothing to say. jux muackx.
Sunday, September 19, 2004, 4:14:00 PM
today spent the whole morning with my gran and my mum..so tiring..all the housework and stuff..but so happy too.. tmr gonna meet JAMCY..heex. miss them so much lor.. miss goin out with them. miss laughin with them..miss everything of them..MUACKx to u all..
hmmx. yesterday nite. happy. heex. shall not say why. *muackx
1:40:00 AM
today was supposed to be a lazy day. did not want to go out..but bel called and ask me to go down to look for them.lolx. so when down reached about 7 plus cause i went to the wrong cc. pengx. i saw alison dear!!!! ahahahhax. muackxmuackxmuackx. miss u so much!
then after the whole performance..bel..kel cow[xt] and me went to amk..supposedly s11..but ended up eating at ramenten. well. haven met them for a long time. guess it quite good. xt and kel so funny. the mad bro and sis.tnks alot peepx. muackx
jamcy!!! i miss u girls so much. hope to see u all on mon lor. muackx.
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Saturday, September 25, 2004, 11:41:00 PM
today..spent the whole afternoon at my 3rd aunt house watching vcds..lolx. after went to eat. die .. i haven started on my bio yet.. how to pass. shuckx. so scary. jux praying its easy.
jamcy. imiss ugirls alot man.. hope monday comes faster and tuesday comes slower.heex. muackx girls.
kervin and xin: u two ar.. pengx. can die out of laughter lor.. but thanks for being there yet..to the whole world. ker is one big egoistic person.lolx. u can literally slap him if u want to. heex. and pls pity xin cause she has to tahan him. and i always slap him for her.lolx
1:00:00 AM
today.. was great. last day of attachment. kinda sad to leave though..especially my mehmeh.. managed to take a pic of her..so cute. will publish it online. hmmx.. took photo with buena they all.. so sad to leave them..bt its a promise to meet them up when i am free.. my marks are ok lor.. compared to the rest under jennifer. she suckx sia.lolx. but nvm. at least she is nice to me i geuss.
after work..meet kervin and xin ... heex. so cute lor the both of them.. cracking jokes and everything.hmmx.. went to meet my mum.. so like.. me..ker..xin.. peggy[cousin] baby sarah and my aunt had to squeeze in the car!!! lolx. went to maxwell to eat..then cross over to china town to walk..pengx. so many pple..and okie lor.. had some lanterns there.. and we proceeded to esplanade..to look for the dragon lantern.. at esplanade..went to look for ray daddy and tokyo..ahhax. the both of them ar.. so funny lor.. my dear laodou.
hmmx.. had a chat with them..and found out the dragon is at ether clark quey or boat quey.. and that time already 11.. so in the car we were like saying.. the dragon no more..or so late. slp le.. the lights off this and that.. the next min..when we drove past boat quey..we saw!! and.. the stupid dragon light was really off. so lame lor..pengx. ker xin and i laugh like hell lor. pengx.
well. oeverall.. today ok.. bought a skirt and a top with them. nice. heex. alison..sorry no time to talk to u.. sorry. was trying my skirt. hmmx. will publish my pics online soon!
i never regret what i do.
Thursday, September 23, 2004, 8:18:00 PM
today was normal. went for attachment. did lots of stuff. weiwei helped alot. guess i really looked shagged.
recieved ur msg this afternoon. guess. things are over. u chose to think that way. i respect it. so. maybe. lets jux keep it this way.jux sending my regards. take care.
alison dear and feb honx. thanks alot. love u babes. missing u all..see ya on mon.
gin.. thanks dear. u take care too yea. dun tink too much. muackx.
Wednesday, September 22, 2004, 8:47:00 PM
hurt. not by anyone. by myself. what can i say? everytime i feel that way. i end everything. no matter the thing is good or what. even giving up someone that was so nice. so sweet. someone who knew me. it happened once. it happened twice. i feel selfish. ending everything because of my own reasons. 4 days of short lived happiness. which i thought would last for a long time. why did i not heed alison's advice. dun go in too fast. i did. went in too fast. at the wrong time. shuld have heed the staff nurses advices.. be prepared to give up social life. why did i not. now. i realised. its not pple who hurt me. its me who hurt myself. i jux give up everything when i cannot take it. i hurt u. i noe. but. i rather not letting usuffer later. i dunno. maybe jus forget everything. the 4 days. were happy. or lets say. the time noeing u was happy. i tink jamcy noes that. i tink even char and tru noes that. giving up. not only on us. but on myself. guess.. thats the way i am. selfish? i dunno. u made me happy. but i made u sad. i noe u would understand if we continued. but i dun want. its not nice. its not me to leave u alone. i dun want to be those kind. i rather. we end it off when we are happy. we are stil frens. then when things turn ugly. i guess. i broke my own promise to myself. not to enter any relationsip these 3 years. i entered. and i realised why in the first place i made that promise. sorry. things are over. and i would follow as everyone say. live on. concentrate on studies. shall prove to myself. making that decision did hurt. but it was not the wrong choice.
what if i continued. what would happened. what if i end. what would happen. i thought of all these. and it leaded to. hurt. either u get hurt. or both of us. definitely i rather both of us. so. i end it when both of us are happy. sorry. live and forget it. i will try my best. hope u do the same.
Monday, September 20, 2004, 9:00:00 PM
today i finally met JAMy.hahaha. char was not here. so sad. but really had fun.. miss these babes so much..lolx. watched quill and feb cried like hell.lolx.. poor thing. T and me got suaned so much.lolx. i also dunno what to suan them back.lolx.. overall. really happy. happy to see jamcy. cant wait for next mon. girls. promise u all k. no matter what. u all are my priority k..hahax. garlic girls.. that include u all too. muackx.
saw yiling jux now.lolx. she was wearing the pink adidas jacket i saw in the afternoon! hahahx. so qiao. thanks babe for passing me the batt. must meet up k. muackx
dear! heex. nothing to say. jux muackx.
Sunday, September 19, 2004, 4:14:00 PM
today spent the whole morning with my gran and my mum..so tiring..all the housework and stuff..but so happy too.. tmr gonna meet JAMCY..heex. miss them so much lor.. miss goin out with them. miss laughin with them..miss everything of them..MUACKx to u all..
hmmx. yesterday nite. happy. heex. shall not say why. *muackx
1:40:00 AM
today was supposed to be a lazy day. did not want to go out..but bel called and ask me to go down to look for them.lolx. so when down reached about 7 plus cause i went to the wrong cc. pengx. i saw alison dear!!!! ahahahhax. muackxmuackxmuackx. miss u so much!
then after the whole performance..bel..kel cow[xt] and me went to amk..supposedly s11..but ended up eating at ramenten. well. haven met them for a long time. guess it quite good. xt and kel so funny. the mad bro and sis.tnks alot peepx. muackx
jamcy!!! i miss u girls so much. hope to see u all on mon lor. muackx.
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vyonne yap 01 Aug 1987 Attached Alexandra Hospital Currently in NYP Med-Surg
Loves her babes and hunks Loves going crazy Loves slacking Loves to be loved
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