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Saturday, July 02, 2005, 11:23:00 PM
song of the moment! heex.song by Guang liang. i tink his songs very very sweet and meaningful can.. thanks to baby.lolx. 牵着你在天空飞翔 这样看世界不一样 有了你在身旁笑的脸庞 世界或许就这么宽广 忽然就忘记了慌张 人海之中你最 明亮无意间的影响 渐渐扩张 你丰富我生活感想 何必寻找所谓的天堂 原来我因为你 不想再去流浪 情愿平凡 不拥有一切也无妨 有了你在心上 已然是天堂 已经是天堂 sweetx. dedicated to darling. sch gonna start on mon. sighx. stress. 11:19:00 AM
here i am back againx. slept at 5 and wake up at 10. how nice.reflections reflections. i lost count of what i thought about. yesterday ended. bad. i hurt darling. which i tink i always do. somehow. i wasnt spared too. feel so.. depressed at the moment. mix feelings. i miss xin. miss the hugs she give. miss the countless times seh would jux listen to me. now i am jux waiting for him to msg me. Friday, July 01, 2005, 5:57:00 PM
now at wanting house heex.. sistax talk. she is reallie a good sister. best of all. :) hahax.not forgetting my babyx. later we gonna watch WAR of the worlds. hahahax. maybe darling is upset iwth me cause i was being unreasonable. *silence. *silence is the best at time. 12:15:00 AM
the princess. rose. from the bottem of a pit. to the top of the world.but why is the top of the world. similar to the bottem of the pit. is it cause the concept is actually the same everywhere. or is it in the mind of the princess? has the princess been imagining everything that has been happening. or has the princess gotten the wrong concept of the top of the world in the first place? why are there tears at the top of the world. she had been numbed to the pain of the pit. why isit. she cant get used to the pain at the top of the world. it was a long climb to the top. where things seemed perfect. she found her loved one. her tinking has changed.she learns to let go of things she noes are black. not white. but. this time. she is so lost. lost in her thinking. lost far too deep in love. Thursday, June 30, 2005, 10:15:00 PM
went out with my mummy today in the afternoon.. :) her stupid fren steven.. ask me go for some ndp photo shoot tmr.. dunno wad is it about..***faintx. reallie not looking forward.met darling after that.. :) when sch reopen. things are going to change.. sighx. went to pasar malam for awhile..saw harah sayang.lolx! and like the first itng she say is.. u chubby!! hahahx. i was like huh?!?!?! lolx. sch gonna start. got my timings and stuff. this is goin to be real tough. hope i pull through. both studies and r/s.. as i say..faith or fate. he puts a smile on my face.. holding his hand.. being with him.. makes me feel so fortunate. well..nt fforgetting my frenx... my babyx..cindy girl..nyp peepx.. garlic girls.. ijianx.. =)) 12:11:00 AM
outing with darlin today.. is. shoooo good. its pasted in my mind..forever.firstly..went to his house in the afternoonx..was having my cramps..bleaghx.. so we slept for awhile before i woke up and disturbed him up too.. poor thing. he was reallie tired. we set off at like.. 7?hahax. and reached tampines at like 8. madness. were hunting for food..and we were tempted by Hanx.. but its too ex.. as couples. we are both left with 40 buckx. how pathetic. so we went to long johns.. started our nice converstation there.. ohoh. in the bus..he was entertaining me with magic.hahax. todays topics.. were like..getting to noe each other better.. and.. i reallie.. felt so close to him. confided in my tinking.. my past.. and he gave me advices.. kk. back to our events. lolx. we went for cheese cake after that! yummy.. heex. he is like my partner in eating cheese cake.. i really wanna try the cheesy hearts.. shall try it the next time if i can.. set off to calvin chalet to pass the pressent..after which we left.. at like 9 plus.. bough MOCHi.haahhx. some ice cream in the dough thign.. ncie nice!! i wanna eat again. okie..i noe fat.. heex. but nvm.i already put on weight! hahahx. we walked to and back to the mrt stationx.. and.. throughout.. we were talking. and he wnated to throw me int eh dam. bleaghx.hahax. i wanna go to the beach with him the next time..wanan see the jetty. :) there is so many next time.. on the bus back.. we chat and chat.. so many thign.. and somehow.. i felt so much relived after telling him.. i love him. so much. darling..i love u. muackx. Wednesday, June 29, 2005, 9:00:00 AM
yawnx..tired tired. yesterday went to baby house for kala-ogieeee.in baby language.lolx.. had fun.. with us with the final song.hahahahax. her daddy bought us duck rice. nice nice.. and we had a very nice chat in the balcony.. ..definitely. i was missing darling alotx.. heard today he in bad mood. will try to make him smilex.. baby is reallllllliiieeee good. :) ohoh. met zh and dnaiel on the way home. lolx. and they were goin to killme cause i keep pushing back the time. came home. talked to joee and angie on the phone.. :) been along time since like mac time..hahax. today gonna be a whole darling day. :) looking forward to meet him. ****gleeful princessy mood** Monday, June 27, 2005, 11:07:00 PM
xin called me from canada.. that sweet bumx. i miss her loads. kervin talked to me too. and he was reallie surprised that i was not out. hahax. that sickening idiot.the both of them are so sweet.. so jealous. hahax. i miss the times we had. the times we 3 will gossip and crap.. the time.. we realised kervin was into xin.hahax. and i had to matchmake. i am missing darling alot now.. wonder how is he. my holiday is a foliday as what baby said. how long have u seen me entered 2 entries in a day. 2:23:00 PM
today. is a rest at home. rotting with nothing to do.. missing darling. dunno what he doing now.yesterday.. was fun.. but it would have been much better with darling around. in the afternoon..when to see darling for awhile.. disturb him from his slp.. poor thing. after that.. i met zh at 4.. then wt at 5.. at marinax.. waited for the bus like for ages..lolx. and when we went there. girl and i had our own chefx. with zh for me and wilson for her.hahax. wilson faiL! lolx. no lar..cause girl never eat alot.. zh and i were like eating alot lorx.. and hahax. he passed. next time i am supposed to cook for him. bleaghx. if darling is there.. :P darling would have cooked for me.. daniel was like so busy entertaining everyone..lolx. who ask him be the birthday boy.heex. well. we all known each other for so long lex..best buddies. heex. after dinner. they went to play pool..hahax. and wt and i ended up playing the Photo hunt game..lolx. the guys joined in at the end. and lolx. everyone was so eager to helpx. they clashed me and her head together..lol. pain like hell.lolx. oculd even hear the hitting sound. after that..went home. and hahax. daniel poor thing. sit on electric chair..if u all know what i meant when he sat next to me and wt. lolx. *** meanwhile. throughout the whole outing. i was missing him. holding my hp in my hand. glancing at it every few mins waiting for msges.. like the way i am doing now. its amazing. how he can change me. there are some tings.. i am trying to clear out myself. sometimes. things are jux so difficult to understand. and. all of a sudden. u realised there are lies all around. maybe white lies. but. i dunno. Sunday, June 26, 2005, 1:05:00 AM
today. is the HAPPIEST day of the week. heex.number 1. i saw darling. number 2. we went to watch initial D. and i got to snuggle up to him! hahax. number 3. i pEi him go home rest after his whole day at the place. number 4. i got to spend the whole nite with him and of course with the rest. number 5. i got to have supper/dinner with him. number 6. i am shooooo shooo shoo super in love with him. =) number 7. he is my hubby and moi laogong!! heex. stay away!! lolx. number 8. i hope i did make him happy. number 9. i cut my fringe. okie. not much diff. number 10. i met cindy and peter! wahahax. number 11. i jux cant stop saying this but. I love moi darling! heex. finally. i pray for his grandpax.. pray for his family.. and for him. to be strong... he is very stressful.. poor darling. **princess in love**for**5 months and 7 days** |