Friday, July 30, 2004, 4:06:00 PM
hmmx..yest talked to my dear er jie til like 12 plus 1..hahax. so happy.. then char emailed me! heex. jux read it.. so sweet..heex. now..cant wait for tmr! goin out with wendy they all..miss them so much! heex. so must wear nice nice and take photos..lol. sigh sigh sigh. how i wish char and tru will be here..oh.. went to garlic to eat on wednesday.. with alison dear..febbie honey..and brandon..THe choice.heex. hmmx. so happy to see ray my dear daddy and the rest! of course kingkong.lol.then we took picx..so funny. the cam suddenly the pics turn out very blur..so we had to pose in the position for udnno how long.lol. so funny. enjoyed myself big time.
sigh. but i msis the garlic girls.heex. *muackx
Wednesday, July 28, 2004, 12:07:00 PM
now in Eplaza.. with my darling..honey and dear.lol! QINGHUI. dun u suspect that i am a les hor. how can u not trust ur mei. u die liao lor. sat u will suffer k. i will jux quarrel with u the whole night.. hahax.. i tell char u bully me lor.. she will come back and kill u. lol. hahax.
later going for dinner with febbie..alison and charmaine.. my darling wanted to come..but she cannot..heex. so sad..the two for two is like..ending tmr.so must go eat one last time.hahax. now considering what to do in betwn.. so ya..heex.
yest..i walked home k.. so miracle..hahax. thanks to brandon.. cause he say must exercise then i was like..i am thin enough.. after a while..i was like. ok fine. i walk to the bus stop opp..but when i was walking there..i thought.. 2 bus stops only..i might as well walk home.lol. i send him home k!!lol...not really lar..along the way..heex. but still considered to me.. hhahx.. he and his cHOICEes..lol. everytime i say fate.. he will say its choices. madness lor. dun want to argue him le.
Tuesday, July 27, 2004, 11:47:00 AM
decided to post again.now listening to 93.3.. listening to a story.. jux feel that the story jux so reflects on me. knowing someone u dunnoe.. unexpected calls.. unexpected outings.. unexpected outcomes. maybe it was fate. out of so many people. i get to noe him. maybe as some "wise" one said. it might be my choice to know him. to even. develop a crush. or lets say"hao gan" for him. denying this fact all the while. even till now. whats so good about him? whats so attactive about him? maybe i should be glad i make the choice. of not falling deeper. its not right. not right at all. always wanted not to be like vera in the past. even now. she has stepped out of it. i am glad. glad for her. glad for me. The one for him. is already there. whatever he says. i should not believe. even if there is nothing that exist btwn them. when i went with gabriel. i felt likea bitch. he broke with kris for like 2-3 months. and i went with him. i noe how kris feel.HIstory is not going to repeat. it was a mistake i made. i lost a good fren. i lost my own dignity. now that things are back to normal. i dun want to do anithing that will make me regret. i am glad. i did not. i want a happy normal relationship. a sweet.. longlasting one. not hoping for any this year.will depend of fate. or my choice to find that One.
if someone were to ask. how can u guarantee things wun repeat?
it wun. it willnever. once is enough. its hurting enough. its the end. just leave it. why do i feel hurt now. i feel cheated. used to play with feelings. He saying to maxine all those stuff. and doing it is different. now. i guess. i learnt my lesson. i might have felt flattered or whatsoever. shall try to forget everything. things that he told me when he send me from from work. when we stopped at toa payoh mrt and sitting at woodlands mrt. shall forget it.
everything. shall be concentrated on my studies. even though max told me stuff on his frenster is written by someone else. i dun really bother. i. shall not ruin that person's hope. and.though it is not directed at me. i think. i understand how she feel. actually i should thank her for waking me up. really. thank you.
I dun hate him. he is a good fren. i am just angry with myself. why i let my self fall. why let me realise my thinking. just yesterday. well. writing this post. is difficult.did not want pple to noe my past. but. feel that. i should not hide. if not. there is no true friendship here.
want to sayt thank you to maxine. all the while. she tahan my nonsense.. thank you to the garlic girls. i noe char will be happy to see this. thank you to alison. febbie. huiling. charmaine. u girls are great. *muackx to u all.
11:12:00 AM
went to pasir ris yest..hahax. had a happy dinner with my mum..sis and aunt..heex. great.. then got my com back!! so happy..BUT... stupid thingy cant find my modem. how sad can that get??? shuckx. aniway.. not really in a good mood. sometimes really wonder..if i should trust u. maybe i should not animore.. its so. i dunno. jux cant bring myself to trust u. sigh.
febbie huiling dear..and char..is now at feb house..while alison and i are at e plaza..hahax. seperated..well. alison is lazy to travel..so i decided to pei her..heex. tmr we gonna go Garlic to have dinner. so happy. heex.. happy happy.my b-dae coming soon!!! *hint hint hint hint.. so bhb wor..lol. cant wait to see the girls on sat.. *muackx muackx muackx. missing char and tru
Monday, July 26, 2004, 3:03:00 PM
weekend was great.hahax. sat was boring..but charlotte and trudy called me!!! so happy..talked about lots of stuff..then its like.. we talked for one hour.. i miss them so much. so much so much..heex. *muackx
yest..gave my sister her prezzie..wrapped with lots of newspaper...heex.
now at febbie house..heex. her bro in law brought us for lunch jux now..so nice right..heex. kk..shall let her use le..byebye!
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Friday, July 30, 2004, 4:06:00 PM
hmmx..yest talked to my dear er jie til like 12 plus 1..hahax. so happy.. then char emailed me! heex. jux read it.. so sweet..heex. now..cant wait for tmr! goin out with wendy they all..miss them so much! heex. so must wear nice nice and take photos..lol. sigh sigh sigh. how i wish char and tru will be here..oh.. went to garlic to eat on wednesday.. with alison dear..febbie honey..and brandon..THe choice.heex. hmmx. so happy to see ray my dear daddy and the rest! of course kingkong.lol.then we took picx..so funny. the cam suddenly the pics turn out very blur..so we had to pose in the position for udnno how long.lol. so funny. enjoyed myself big time.
sigh. but i msis the garlic girls.heex. *muackx
Wednesday, July 28, 2004, 12:07:00 PM
now in Eplaza.. with my darling..honey and dear.lol! QINGHUI. dun u suspect that i am a les hor. how can u not trust ur mei. u die liao lor. sat u will suffer k. i will jux quarrel with u the whole night.. hahax.. i tell char u bully me lor.. she will come back and kill u. lol. hahax.
later going for dinner with febbie..alison and charmaine.. my darling wanted to come..but she cannot..heex. so sad..the two for two is like..ending tmr.so must go eat one last time.hahax. now considering what to do in betwn.. so ya..heex.
yest..i walked home k.. so miracle..hahax. thanks to brandon.. cause he say must exercise then i was like..i am thin enough.. after a while..i was like. ok fine. i walk to the bus stop opp..but when i was walking there..i thought.. 2 bus stops only..i might as well walk home.lol. i send him home k!!lol...not really lar..along the way..heex. but still considered to me.. hhahx.. he and his cHOICEes..lol. everytime i say fate.. he will say its choices. madness lor. dun want to argue him le.
Tuesday, July 27, 2004, 11:47:00 AM
decided to post again.now listening to 93.3.. listening to a story.. jux feel that the story jux so reflects on me. knowing someone u dunnoe.. unexpected calls.. unexpected outings.. unexpected outcomes. maybe it was fate. out of so many people. i get to noe him. maybe as some "wise" one said. it might be my choice to know him. to even. develop a crush. or lets say"hao gan" for him. denying this fact all the while. even till now. whats so good about him? whats so attactive about him? maybe i should be glad i make the choice. of not falling deeper. its not right. not right at all. always wanted not to be like vera in the past. even now. she has stepped out of it. i am glad. glad for her. glad for me. The one for him. is already there. whatever he says. i should not believe. even if there is nothing that exist btwn them. when i went with gabriel. i felt likea bitch. he broke with kris for like 2-3 months. and i went with him. i noe how kris feel.HIstory is not going to repeat. it was a mistake i made. i lost a good fren. i lost my own dignity. now that things are back to normal. i dun want to do anithing that will make me regret. i am glad. i did not. i want a happy normal relationship. a sweet.. longlasting one. not hoping for any this year.will depend of fate. or my choice to find that One.
if someone were to ask. how can u guarantee things wun repeat?
it wun. it willnever. once is enough. its hurting enough. its the end. just leave it. why do i feel hurt now. i feel cheated. used to play with feelings. He saying to maxine all those stuff. and doing it is different. now. i guess. i learnt my lesson. i might have felt flattered or whatsoever. shall try to forget everything. things that he told me when he send me from from work. when we stopped at toa payoh mrt and sitting at woodlands mrt. shall forget it.
everything. shall be concentrated on my studies. even though max told me stuff on his frenster is written by someone else. i dun really bother. i. shall not ruin that person's hope. and.though it is not directed at me. i think. i understand how she feel. actually i should thank her for waking me up. really. thank you.
I dun hate him. he is a good fren. i am just angry with myself. why i let my self fall. why let me realise my thinking. just yesterday. well. writing this post. is difficult.did not want pple to noe my past. but. feel that. i should not hide. if not. there is no true friendship here.
want to sayt thank you to maxine. all the while. she tahan my nonsense.. thank you to the garlic girls. i noe char will be happy to see this. thank you to alison. febbie. huiling. charmaine. u girls are great. *muackx to u all.
11:12:00 AM
went to pasir ris yest..hahax. had a happy dinner with my mum..sis and aunt..heex. great.. then got my com back!! so happy..BUT... stupid thingy cant find my modem. how sad can that get??? shuckx. aniway.. not really in a good mood. sometimes really wonder..if i should trust u. maybe i should not animore.. its so. i dunno. jux cant bring myself to trust u. sigh.
febbie huiling dear..and char..is now at feb house..while alison and i are at e plaza..hahax. seperated..well. alison is lazy to travel..so i decided to pei her..heex. tmr we gonna go Garlic to have dinner. so happy. heex.. happy happy.my b-dae coming soon!!! *hint hint hint hint.. so bhb wor..lol. cant wait to see the girls on sat.. *muackx muackx muackx. missing char and tru
Monday, July 26, 2004, 3:03:00 PM
weekend was great.hahax. sat was boring..but charlotte and trudy called me!!! so happy..talked about lots of stuff..then its like.. we talked for one hour.. i miss them so much. so much so much..heex. *muackx
yest..gave my sister her prezzie..wrapped with lots of newspaper...heex.
now at febbie house..heex. her bro in law brought us for lunch jux now..so nice right..heex. kk..shall let her use le..byebye!
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vyonne yap 01 Aug 1987 Attached Alexandra Hospital Currently in NYP Med-Surg
Loves her babes and hunks Loves going crazy Loves slacking Loves to be loved
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