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Thursday, October 20, 2005, 4:27:00 PM
finally. tmr is my last day of attachment. i am realie sick of this ward. pple jux dun appreciate u.yesterday was our 9th month. went for sakae and a movie.. strolled along esplanade park. gonna meet my mummy for dinner later.. need to get out of my house. i jxu hate the ambiance in my house with my grand and stuff.. now that i am home she is not happy cause i am going out. bleaghx. dun bother.this is my life. tmr attachment over.. next week exams. comeon.. when will all this damn things be over.. sigh. i have been distancing from alot of pple. and i dun wanna do that anymore. i will not sacriface so much.. its not worth it? like.. u sacriface to meet a someone.. and.. u lose ur frens.. but u dun even noe if that someone appreciates u sacrifacing all this tings.. cuase that someone.. frens are impt too.. haven met girl for a long time. can feel the distance. like. sigh. very limited. baby.. hai hao.. cuase got attachment still can meet.. cindy.. busy with her honx.. Ij girls. literally gone like the wind. cause everyone is so busy. garlic girls. i sacriface meeting them to spend time with that someone.. joee and angie.. will catch up with them if i can.but their sch started le. xin and ker.. at canada.. so far. kinda in a lousy mood now? especially when u figure that u can enjoy ur holiday..but.. at the end.. u realised. u two timing willnever change. prob wun meet often still. its prob me being sticky. . i jux dun understand. why pple dun jux seem to appreciate what i do. i am doing too much. its time i learn to jux cut down on things i do for pple. Tuesday, October 18, 2005, 8:14:00 PM
4 more hours. and its our 9th month!Sunday, October 16, 2005, 11:19:00 PM
Forget is the word every time something happen.why dun u forget meeting her. forget everything. dammit. i waited like an idiot for ur call. so wad if its low batt. u can jux msg me. disappointment. can i forget i have a bf? F. maybe its me. i dunno. i am so pissed off now. the weather freaking cold. was inthe rain the whole bloody nite. but i enjoyed the bbq. u are a spoiler. i look forward talking to u after a whole freaking day. u cant even msg me. DAMMIT! 10:45:00 AM
today is sunday le.. yesterday went to study with the yec peepx.hahax. ended up joking and stuff.. but its nice. heex.picked darling up from work.weex. he always look good in polo tee.. *grinx* sighx. his hp low batt today.. so have to wait till 10 pm to msg. omg. its like 12 hours. faintx. i miss him terribly. |