Friday, June 04, 2004, 10:47:00 PM
today..went for lunch with my 2 aunts and my precious sarah..lol. she is so cute lor..*muackx to my babyx.lol. Brought her to compass point and she was so cute! She was shopping with me..lol. and when my mum want to hold her hand..she refuses to let her hold.lol. rascal..well.took 3 pics of her..heex.
Today is another day where everything seems so down. I miss my dad. Sigh. Sometimes I really wonder will life be different with him around. Will it be better..will it be worse. But at times.. besides confiding in my mum.. I always wish..my dad will also be here. To comfort me. To be angry with me. To be happy with me. Its been 8 years. I survived without a dad. But. Looking at others. I jux cant help thinking.
Tmr gonna go out with the garlic girls..after which will be meeting joee they all. Been a long time since I meet them. Looking forward to tmr’s event.heex.
Liv: I see that u are busy with jc life yea.. well.jux want to let u noe..u are my only beloved crush..hahax. its been 14th mth? Missing yea babex. *muackx
Kervin: hey..no worries yea. I am perfectly fine..lol. u take care abt ur prbs yea. heex
Concern appreciated!
Thursday, June 03, 2004, 12:07:00 PM
well..was to lazy to upate my blog yesterday..hmmx. met maxine and eric yest before starting work..and they were both late..lol. but its alright yea.. after that..went to work..well..was happy all the way till 8 plus..where kingkong started his nonsense..was so pissed off..its like.. one single scoop ice cream.i gave one spoon and a serviette..then he came and ask me..why i never give serviette..i was like..i gave lor..then he say when i see the serveites on the table dirty..i should change it. then i was like. when i gave the ice cream. its a set dinner ice cream. the others were still having main course..and i am a runner. how would i noe how many pple sharing that ice cream. then he say. if u are a customer what would u tink. then iw as like.. if i was a customer..i would politely ask for one serviette. i would like pple to keep chanign my things wheni am eating halfway. what an ass. sigh. after that ray..kelvin and char..kept talking to me..making me laugh..well. it worked yea..
thought of some stuff yesterday.. i wondered if i make the right decision not to commit.. but i guess.. i did. looking at the past.. it hurt. i do not want to be hurt again. so maybe i should jux let things past first.
friends.. lots of problems.. i experience my own group of friends breaking up to nothing. it might be my fault. it might be no one's fault. and i wonder. are there something called true friends?
Well. The Garlic girls are some that I never regretted knowing them. Even though we are all of different ages..and sooner or later..we have to split..but I am actually amazed at how well we bond together. Thanks to kingkong. Well.
To all my precious frens from Ij:
Livia,Cheryl,zena aka laogong,jenna bung,gui hui, kahyan,mari.fan,pameven krisand all the others that noe me..
U guys are always remembered with the memories I spend in Ij.. like gui..even though I only knew her better the other day we went out..but we got along so well.. heex.loving u babes there! Take lots of care yea.
To the garlic girls:
Teresa,Qinghui,Charlotte,Trudy,Wendy,Maxine,Vera
Well.. everyone will be goin their own way once school starts..and yest after I talked to char.. I guess..we really have to spend as much time as we have together..and remember it as the Garlic days..lol. well..loving u all. *muacK
Tuesday, June 01, 2004, 9:42:00 PM
i am a official slacker..lol. today i was like too lazy to go out..gosh. until kervin's mum called my mum.lol.he was so funny lor..lol..but sweet..told him everything that was happening..and he gave great advice.. time and stuff..hahx. after which he tried all kind of methods to make me laugh.great fren.we left the house and went walking around lor..and i got a new discman..hahax..not bad lor..hahx well..had a good talk..and i guess i am much happier now lor.everything needs time. thats what almost everyone says to me. i guess i have to belive it
eric: sorry if i hurt u. cause.i have no idea what i want. i dun wish to hurt u next time.
g.sisters: hey hey..well..everyone is facing probs yea. max is..vera is. sigh. well..pray that everything will be smooth soon.love ya babes
cheryl: hey!..how are u? call me soonyea..
kervin: u are a great buddy..well. thanks for trying all u can to make me happy. appreciate it.
12:43:00 AM
today. bad day. suffering little heart pains here and there. but it should be over soon. difficult but whats these to me huh. sigh. george also another idiot. shall not go into this.
max: hey.. thanks for being there yea. sigh. thanks alot. appreciate it lor..
to the sisters in garlic: well..u babes rox k.. thanks for the different encouragement from u all..hope we will always be so close yea..take care!!
zena lg: hey hey..i miss ya. sigh. got so much to tell u. love ya
Monday, May 31, 2004, 9:33:00 AM
alright. did a whole night of thinking. i dunno. why always associate things with the past. why cant it be with the future?. i wish to take the step forward and leave the past behind. will someone help me? but everytime i am starting to. reminders come along. pulling me back to the original place where i was at. is this irony? i admit i love u. but. its impossible. our thinking has changed. i dun wish to step back in with u again. and i hope u respect this decision of mine and concentrate on your studies. No particular reason. look on another prospect. we are different. all the way. u were unable to understand my thinking. and i was unable to understand yours.so please. stop it. dun make me hate u.
yan: everytime u called back or when we talk on msn. i always hope we talk about things that are happy. cant u hear the drop of tone in my voice the moment u mention this. as my close friend. shouldnt u understand i dun wish to talk about this.yes. i noe u are doing it out of concern. but u should noe. i make a decision. i will not go back on it. and. i jux dun understand. if i can break it. it means there is something that is notpresent there already. and. i jux wish. taht u jux leave it alone. umight not understand my thinking. but please. at least try to respect my decision of not wanting to talk about it.
i noe u are goin through alot also.and i have no idea whether u are goin to be angry with me. i wish u all the best in ur exams. study hard k. love ya. take care.
12:31:00 AM
today was great. was with sarah my dearest baby.
BUT things jux went wrong.
to u: STOP IT LOR. plese. give up all ur hope.no way can we go back. concentrate on ur studies. please.
yan. sorry. not that i dun want to talk to u. u noe its hopeless. u noe i dun like the topic. why cant u jux let me forget the past?
please.
Sunday, May 30, 2004, 1:39:00 AM
today was a busy day..lol.. broke two glasses of wine sigh. cause it was so messy. and apparently dunno who said willow glen only sold in bottle..and i nearly quarrelled with the customer..argh. have a small cut on my leg and on my finger..but its alright. hehex. nothing to an accident prone. aniway..had supper with maxine and my mum.. madness lor the both of them.. gosh. enjoyed myself though.. heex. missing lots of stuff..my frens.. IJ life.. and everything
maxine: hey girl..dun think too much k.. will always be here lor.. do whatever u think is right.as long as u dun regret. be happy and take care k. love ya
yan: so happy to be able to talk to u jux now. hehex. miss u babex. aust is like so far frm here?? waiting for ya return!
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Friday, June 04, 2004, 10:47:00 PM
today..went for lunch with my 2 aunts and my precious sarah..lol. she is so cute lor..*muackx to my babyx.lol. Brought her to compass point and she was so cute! She was shopping with me..lol. and when my mum want to hold her hand..she refuses to let her hold.lol. rascal..well.took 3 pics of her..heex.
Today is another day where everything seems so down. I miss my dad. Sigh. Sometimes I really wonder will life be different with him around. Will it be better..will it be worse. But at times.. besides confiding in my mum.. I always wish..my dad will also be here. To comfort me. To be angry with me. To be happy with me. Its been 8 years. I survived without a dad. But. Looking at others. I jux cant help thinking.
Tmr gonna go out with the garlic girls..after which will be meeting joee they all. Been a long time since I meet them. Looking forward to tmr’s event.heex.
Liv: I see that u are busy with jc life yea.. well.jux want to let u noe..u are my only beloved crush..hahax. its been 14th mth? Missing yea babex. *muackx
Kervin: hey..no worries yea. I am perfectly fine..lol. u take care abt ur prbs yea. heex
Concern appreciated!
Thursday, June 03, 2004, 12:07:00 PM
well..was to lazy to upate my blog yesterday..hmmx. met maxine and eric yest before starting work..and they were both late..lol. but its alright yea.. after that..went to work..well..was happy all the way till 8 plus..where kingkong started his nonsense..was so pissed off..its like.. one single scoop ice cream.i gave one spoon and a serviette..then he came and ask me..why i never give serviette..i was like..i gave lor..then he say when i see the serveites on the table dirty..i should change it. then i was like. when i gave the ice cream. its a set dinner ice cream. the others were still having main course..and i am a runner. how would i noe how many pple sharing that ice cream. then he say. if u are a customer what would u tink. then iw as like.. if i was a customer..i would politely ask for one serviette. i would like pple to keep chanign my things wheni am eating halfway. what an ass. sigh. after that ray..kelvin and char..kept talking to me..making me laugh..well. it worked yea..
thought of some stuff yesterday.. i wondered if i make the right decision not to commit.. but i guess.. i did. looking at the past.. it hurt. i do not want to be hurt again. so maybe i should jux let things past first.
friends.. lots of problems.. i experience my own group of friends breaking up to nothing. it might be my fault. it might be no one's fault. and i wonder. are there something called true friends?
Well. The Garlic girls are some that I never regretted knowing them. Even though we are all of different ages..and sooner or later..we have to split..but I am actually amazed at how well we bond together. Thanks to kingkong. Well.
To all my precious frens from Ij:
Livia,Cheryl,zena aka laogong,jenna bung,gui hui, kahyan,mari.fan,pameven krisand all the others that noe me..
U guys are always remembered with the memories I spend in Ij.. like gui..even though I only knew her better the other day we went out..but we got along so well.. heex.loving u babes there! Take lots of care yea.
To the garlic girls:
Teresa,Qinghui,Charlotte,Trudy,Wendy,Maxine,Vera
Well.. everyone will be goin their own way once school starts..and yest after I talked to char.. I guess..we really have to spend as much time as we have together..and remember it as the Garlic days..lol. well..loving u all. *muacK
Tuesday, June 01, 2004, 9:42:00 PM
i am a official slacker..lol. today i was like too lazy to go out..gosh. until kervin's mum called my mum.lol.he was so funny lor..lol..but sweet..told him everything that was happening..and he gave great advice.. time and stuff..hahx. after which he tried all kind of methods to make me laugh.great fren.we left the house and went walking around lor..and i got a new discman..hahax..not bad lor..hahx well..had a good talk..and i guess i am much happier now lor.everything needs time. thats what almost everyone says to me. i guess i have to belive it
eric: sorry if i hurt u. cause.i have no idea what i want. i dun wish to hurt u next time.
g.sisters: hey hey..well..everyone is facing probs yea. max is..vera is. sigh. well..pray that everything will be smooth soon.love ya babes
cheryl: hey!..how are u? call me soonyea..
kervin: u are a great buddy..well. thanks for trying all u can to make me happy. appreciate it.
12:43:00 AM
today. bad day. suffering little heart pains here and there. but it should be over soon. difficult but whats these to me huh. sigh. george also another idiot. shall not go into this.
max: hey.. thanks for being there yea. sigh. thanks alot. appreciate it lor..
to the sisters in garlic: well..u babes rox k.. thanks for the different encouragement from u all..hope we will always be so close yea..take care!!
zena lg: hey hey..i miss ya. sigh. got so much to tell u. love ya
Monday, May 31, 2004, 9:33:00 AM
alright. did a whole night of thinking. i dunno. why always associate things with the past. why cant it be with the future?. i wish to take the step forward and leave the past behind. will someone help me? but everytime i am starting to. reminders come along. pulling me back to the original place where i was at. is this irony? i admit i love u. but. its impossible. our thinking has changed. i dun wish to step back in with u again. and i hope u respect this decision of mine and concentrate on your studies. No particular reason. look on another prospect. we are different. all the way. u were unable to understand my thinking. and i was unable to understand yours.so please. stop it. dun make me hate u.
yan: everytime u called back or when we talk on msn. i always hope we talk about things that are happy. cant u hear the drop of tone in my voice the moment u mention this. as my close friend. shouldnt u understand i dun wish to talk about this.yes. i noe u are doing it out of concern. but u should noe. i make a decision. i will not go back on it. and. i jux dun understand. if i can break it. it means there is something that is notpresent there already. and. i jux wish. taht u jux leave it alone. umight not understand my thinking. but please. at least try to respect my decision of not wanting to talk about it.
i noe u are goin through alot also.and i have no idea whether u are goin to be angry with me. i wish u all the best in ur exams. study hard k. love ya. take care.
12:31:00 AM
today was great. was with sarah my dearest baby.
BUT things jux went wrong.
to u: STOP IT LOR. plese. give up all ur hope.no way can we go back. concentrate on ur studies. please.
yan. sorry. not that i dun want to talk to u. u noe its hopeless. u noe i dun like the topic. why cant u jux let me forget the past?
please.
Sunday, May 30, 2004, 1:39:00 AM
today was a busy day..lol.. broke two glasses of wine sigh. cause it was so messy. and apparently dunno who said willow glen only sold in bottle..and i nearly quarrelled with the customer..argh. have a small cut on my leg and on my finger..but its alright. hehex. nothing to an accident prone. aniway..had supper with maxine and my mum.. madness lor the both of them.. gosh. enjoyed myself though.. heex. missing lots of stuff..my frens.. IJ life.. and everything
maxine: hey girl..dun think too much k.. will always be here lor.. do whatever u think is right.as long as u dun regret. be happy and take care k. love ya
yan: so happy to be able to talk to u jux now. hehex. miss u babex. aust is like so far frm here?? waiting for ya return!
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vyonne yap 01 Aug 1987 Attached Alexandra Hospital Currently in NYP Med-Surg
Loves her babes and hunks Loves going crazy Loves slacking Loves to be loved
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