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Friday, October 07, 2005, 12:31:00 AM

today was a real slacky day..jux completed my proj which i have to present tmr.. *faintx. pls let it be good. i spend a good 60 buckx on this project. faintx.

i pestered darling the whole day today! msging him alot.. calling him alot. and stuff. i dunno why..i jux miss him tons!! well. i guess one side of ur life is bad. u will depend on the good side of life... sitting in front of the com now.. i am so jux tinking of him.. he is at his sis's house now.. in an air con room slping.. jealousY! lolx.. miss his hugs.. and muackx.. praying for sat to come soon.. i miiss him sooo much!

sisterx.. my poor girl. tortured by her teacher.. well. u have to jiayou. dun tink negative. not all things are bad. u have the ability to handle this stress. jux take things slowly.. our trip cancel nvm.. we still can meet up wad.. =) i promised. muackx!!

to my mistress. we did have an arguement.. but u noe wad..i am glad we had that. somehow.. it regain my faith in both of our frenship. jiayou k! lolx. maybe certain frenship will end soon. but ours.. we will make it work huh? muackx.

baby! i miss my baby so damn much.. lolx.. haven gone out with her for ages. haven ton out with her.. so many things that i haven doo with her for so long.. wanna go esplanade again! lolx.. well. even though we haven meet. she is the one. always there.. 24/7 hahax.. muackx.




Wednesday, October 05, 2005, 11:51:00 PM

today was interesting! lolx. hmmx. met darling for the day.. slack around.. but he had to go attend to his com at the end.. so *shugs*

met chrissy for dinner.lolx.. had fun shopping for "files".. bought some munchies to meeting.. meeting was LONG! lolx. but fun lar.. jokes everywhere. esp me chrissie raymond and li siah..lol. happy laughing huhx.. at eric.lolx!! about almost everything lar.. especially the wad! couple dating at cemetry.lolx. faintx.. and wad. urm.. PAO BA HAI ZI ==> run away child. Direct translation. and raymond was saying XIAO HAI BU BEN ==> child not stupid.lolx.. faintx.

well. hope the kayaking will be on in nov! lolx.. and our malay course. yea.. that will be interesting.. if these are on.. my holis will be interesting..

missing darling tons now.. sighx. i have to tolerate. for dunno how long. shuckx.

baby is so sweet.hahax. such a long dedication for me.. wee.




Tuesday, October 04, 2005, 8:11:00 PM

my god. iam in great pain for 2 days. helpx. let this be over.

upset now. no concerns from u at all about me. sighx.

anyway.. completed my psycho. ONE module down. hope an A this time.




Monday, October 03, 2005, 1:09:00 AM

one by one. i see the colours. the ugly face that hides behind the mask. i am tired. reallie. i am sick of it. hurt till numb. i gotta change the way i am.




Sunday, October 02, 2005, 8:56:00 AM

its been a long time since i have a long entry.. this morning.. i shall update. about my life. about my frens.. about my loved one.. =)

well.. life. been quite interesting..sch. been rather rewardful..even though i have been skipping like nobody's business.. but my results are in my target list.. so.. great. hee. joined YEC(Youth Executive COmm) its like.. busy but fun..like yesterday's children day..hahx. even giving out of drinks is fun. with chrissie.. Angelynna.. Azlan..who was the joker with me..lolx. what new flavour.. and teaching me how to say water in indian and stuff.. so funny. Eric's hand was hmmx. injured in a cast.lolx. how pathetic. lolx.. but he helped alot..raymond too! heex.. left early..cause had to come back do my proj. =( lolx..

Friends.. so many things have happened. and.. i guess. i really learn to let go.. in a group.. why cant it be peaceful.. garlic girls been peaceful.. macs been okie too.. but somehow.. sch frens.. are quite different. maybe cause we see each other everyday.. i dun understand.. well. dun wish to pin point whose fault is it and stuff..i did my best of helping everyone. but i feel made used of. i have no idea what is going on. awhile i see them telling me we cant talk and stuff. the next min. they are there hugging and stuff. *faintx. and i get back stabbed. its really ridiculous? so i shal jux mind my own business. jxu dun step on my tail. i dun wish to say anymore.. or help. the prob lies with the main pple.let it be.

well.i miss my girl..lolx. wanting.. lost. heex. she is so busy..so am i.. sighx.. so long never meet her.. miss the times we would meet and go out.. lolx.. updates huH! boox.

baby!! heex. been a long time since i talk to her.. the other day when we finally talk.. i reallie reallie appreciate her lorx.. even though we seldom contact and stuff.. we are still so lovey dovey..! hahax..

cindy cindy. hee. busy with her honey.. bleaghx. lolx.. well. at least things are going great for her! jiayOU!

Garlic Girls.. miss u girls tonx.. miss the times at garlic soooo much!! can we jux turn back time to that particular part??

next.. to my beloved darling. and hubby..

thinking why no mention abt my darling infront?? heex. cause.. i leave the best for the last! heex..

after this week.. i dunno how we are going to meet.. but.. i wanna keep things this way.. its gonna be our 9th month le.. so fast.. u been there when i needed you.. u been there.. when i felt so lonely.. u makeme smile. from the beginning till now.. eventhough there have been unhappy times inbtwn.. but..i love u.. so much.

wee.. tats my long entry.. heex.. well. to those whom i did not mention. not forgotten huh..like my mistress..joel! hahax. i noe u are reading my blg! hahx..