Maxine Sharon Abby Esther Kristine Cherylan Shirley Gin baby Daniel Evelyn Val Tricia Dramas
Friday, July 15, 2005, 6:16:00 PM
today's weather was cold. so were we.msges were rather short. you took rather long to reply. i did not blame. u were busy. and upset about ur stuff. i did my best. making a msg for u. u said u were fine. told u i miss u. that i cant wait till tues. how? surely. there was a nicer ans that. how i know. dun go for the tour lor. i was stunned. it felt as though. it was nothing to u. the rest. of the day. led on with me for my class. leaving sch early. while u went to play games at bugis. and i thought u were not in good mood. was worried. and ur msg came in. sorry.. was playing game at bugis. what u want me to say? i gonan be goin genting tonite. somehow. i lost the mood. i promised wt i will smile. i will. maybe i need a rest. the nites of slping late. ismaking me reallie tired. i jux hope. tues will be perfect. its our 6th month. however. i will stil miss him wheni go there. even now. loveu darling. Thursday, July 14, 2005, 4:15:00 PM
today..is a boring day. hahax. well.lucky i did not have to go sch early or i would have been a zombie.and there is a MOST DESTESTABLE personin my class. i hate him. shall not elaborate. f*. dino.here u go. hahax. so my topic for myblog for these few days shall be OBJECTIVES OF A R/S. whats objective?? My current ones. --> a couple to be truthful abt everything u do. --> trust to be present. bt firstly it has to be earned all the time. --> learning to adapt to each other's life and friends. --> bring joy and laughter to each other. --> sweet thoughts for each other.whahax. --> devoted and loyal. sounds like a dog. bt i love dog's mentality. --> to be there no matter how difficult times are. --> to love love love. miss miss miss. any more? :) how about guy's objective? jux talked to cindy.make me ponder. what does guys expect of their gf? they knowing everything abt wad the gf does? ->but does the girl noes wad her bf is doing out there? they expecting the girls to noe what the limit? -> but do they express it out to the girls at the appropriate time to allow the girl to noe? for eg. jealousy. expect girls to always be there? -> how come the guys cant be the ones to inititate. questions questions. doesnt refer to everyone. but. its weird huhx. i am missing darling! its funny that i keepmissing him. hahax. but i do. i really do. loves the feeling of being with him.muackx. **cindy girl is with me now.whahax. 12:13:00 AM
busy busy. with what? i have no idea. i supposed to be slacking. but i seem to be really busY? how contridicting huh?changes... not reallie. maybe in the way i act or think. starting to develop this hack care attitude to certain issues. of course not darling. met up with darling today.. supposed to study. but after slpign only at 2 on tues nite.. its impossible. i was so super slack mood. wt*girl: friday coming. noe ulooking forward.. so do i. time to relax huh? lolx but bear with me missing him.hahax. next to my dearest baby. i haven met u for along time. haven had a good talk. miss the times in attachment. know u are going thru a rough patch now. though u have no time to tell me. but. i am here always. it hurts to see u like this k. i have been there before. and i will still be there now. lastly to darling! my hubby. heex. jus 3 words. I LOVE YOU! Tuesday, July 12, 2005, 11:39:00 AM
new realisation beforei leave the lab.true love. u noe u found true love.. when.. he is the only one who can make u smile.. darling u did! muackx 10:43:00 AM
now in sch. bored bored bored. heex.jux celebrated naz sayang bday..yummiex. the cheesecake rawks.. only if darling is here to eat with me. wahahax. continue dreaming yvonne waiting for the dumb polyclinic to call me about my appointment for the scan. hmmx. i miss my darling so much!! but tmr then can see himx. wanted go find him today after sch. bt he has project to do.. so sadx. cannot go. bleaghx. miss him soooo muchx. wanting! heex. 3 more days to our relaxation trip. hahax. cant wait???? lolx. so cant i.. gonna miss darling so muchie that time. cause cant even msg.. canlar. lolx.but not that often. :) now with huiling darling at elab. both rotting liek nobody business. hahax. nice of her to go buythe pressie everything wor. yest i couldnt pei her. hahax. naz birthday le then next is mine! heex. 18 years old. cant wait. actually. i would be SUper happy enough to celebrate it with darling. :) 19 more days.. count down count down. weeeee~~~~ Monday, July 11, 2005, 10:26:00 PM
kinda in the down mood.firstly. being freaked out? but.. i am not worried about anything.but surely goin to the hosp is bad enough? who wants to go the hosp? was kinda disappointed when u did not even ask if i need companion. i mean. even if u are busy or wadever. its the heart right? thanks cindy and baby for volunteering. shuckx.i reallie dunno wad to say. Sunday, July 10, 2005, 10:47:00 PM
Elias party today.. it sounded more liek a entrepenurship lecture. lets not elaborate. :)met darling today. for awhile. missed him so much. time betwn us. aint that much. i am trying hard to get along with this fact. perhaps. its me? or. i am feeling stress cause of everything. i can jux space out liekt hat. with nothign in my head. its a good thing. i dunwant to tink of anithing. i feel like being a dummy. with nothing in my head. i want to keep that smile fix on my face. its my trademark. and. i want to keep it that way. missing my daddy. 1:56:00 AM
entry for 2 days. lolxwun be able to give in details.. but. here goes. yesterday.. went for darling concert.. nice. his band was fantastic. went to girl's house to rest first.. well. friday!! our genting. wahahx. was so happy to see darling. somemore he wear formalx.. look sooo good. i love it when he wears formal. shuai dai le! heex. fine. he is my shuai ge k. my one and only! heex today.. went to play bowling.. then pei mummy go chinatown eat.. after that.. go eslanade meet my garlic girls!! wahahx. got scolding from them for being late. but iwas realie happy to see them. walked to fullerton. but since qh had to go katong for a party.. the girls u-turned. and we finally decided on chijmes. went to some L** bar. hahax. dunn the name. it was reallie nice. max and me went bonkers laughing like hell. and char and me had a mini pillow fight. hahax hee. but . it didnt felt nice when i reach home. tahnks to many factors. lolx. darling called me. guess i did went abit overboard. love him soooo much wanted his hugs so much. however. this confirms one ting. i dun like clubbing. i like chilling. :) **feeling kinda down. dunno why. shall end my blog. its already 2. missing darling somuch. sighx. |