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Friday, April 08, 2005, 12:37:00 PM
wow. been such a long time since i ever blogged..heex. well these few days been busy.. meeting darling.. and cindy..haha.hmmmx. darling's exam yesterday..last paper le..so good. he can enjoy himself! heex. but happy for him lar.. no need stress anymore..its my turn! heex. well. as usual..want to say i love him alot alot alot..muackx!! must take care of urself k.. today's. two major events. MY first paper. Psychology. tink i going mad also. maybe will need it for myself.. after that.. igoin to CRUISE! hahahax. mad right. well. my muim ask me go go lor..hahahx. btu will miss my darling soooo much. jux cant wait for next fri where everything is over. to the student mentors... Hey pple.. study hard hard hard.. see uall on thur's briefing.. to my fellow classmates.. huiling darling.. farah..naz..harah..and many more. we can do it yea.. lolx. muackx!!! to cindy: hey girl..hahax. dun keep laughing. and be careful of ur slippers.hahax. dun break it again.lolxxx.. hmmx. study hard we can enjoy ourselves soon. muackx. to my secret date: jiayoU! to my darling!!:hahahahx. love u love u love u love u. muackx muackx kmuack. baby missing unow!!! Tuesday, April 05, 2005, 11:40:00 AM
my tears are running out. why cant things be perfect? now that we both are so happy. why is it that she has to object? i am no longer the small girl she once knew. i noe what is goin on. why cant she jux be more open minded and accept everything? she is the one affecting my studies not darling. day and night. she scolds. what can i say? i will not give up this relationship. no matter how tough it gets. even if she wants to lock me up in the house or wadever. i will not give up. i noe its tiring for darling. especially if there is a risk of me being locked up in the house. i jux hope. we two will get through this. no matter how long it drags or how difficult it gets. i love him alot.i have to be strong. though i am really scared. not scared of what she will do. she can cut off my freedom al lshe wants. juxu scared that even if i get through this. i belive me and darling would nt even get to meet as often. and. what if everything drags and stuff. will things fade betwn us. will he get too tired. will he get sick of it. i dunno. lord. i pray with all my heart. to let me get through this. my tears have been flowing. even if its not physically. its crying inside. really badly. Sunday, April 03, 2005, 10:52:00 PM
met darling today...heex. spend the day w ith him. morning met kc.. and wanting..heex. they came to help my mum. thanks alot pple..heex. love u all.muackx.okie. studies out of the mind first. Garlic girls. in. its almost been a year since we been together. everyones been through rough patches. at times we dont say it out. or at times we choose who we want to say to. u made a choice to tell a few of them. and not telling some of us. but. all of us noes what is goin on. u are part of us. not jux a simple friend. Garlic girls means something to the 8 of us here in the group. i belive when one is in trouble the others wun help. yes. actions speaks louder than words. u have to tink. if its for u. reallie for u alone. everyone would. even me. even maxine. its not that we spread words around. its jxu that everyone wants to noe how are u doing? we haven met u for so long. but all of a sudden such a thing happens. everyone is worried.we care. true friends? we all noe.some of us seldom reply msges. even myself i do that at times. we are always there. have trust in us. all of us haven met for a long time. but why is it only you who thinks this way? do u not have confidence in us? everytime we go out. we remember u. we are sad u cant join us all the time. all i can say as the youngest. HAVE trust. HAve confidence. we are always there for u. anything. u can call me. wendy. i am always there. u jux have to trust Garlic girlx. |