Maxine Sharon Abby Esther Kristine Cherylan Shirley Gin baby Daniel Evelyn Val Tricia Dramas
Friday, October 14, 2005, 8:19:00 PM
tears are all i see.i force myself to slp. holding my hp. hoping u would msg. darling i will meet u. now its eight twenty one. there is nothing from u. probably still with ur frens. isnt it amazing. one min and u meet them le. disappointed. is it realie no use? the journey to meet me. the time. we would prob cool already. face to face talk. wouldnt it be good. no movement from u. i already initiate us to meet. 6:30:00 PM
yvonne yap. why cant u bloody hell change. 'bitch attitude. dammit. u ruin everything. wait till he dumps u. probably soon. stop crying. it wun help u weakling. feel like slapping u. u pissed him off. u pissed urself off u bitch. stop it. all u do is hurt urself. everything that happens. cut u like a knife. whats the point. u cry baby everyone is pissed at u. at ur bloody bitchy attitude. u are already alone. u bitch away all ur frens. u bitch away ur family. now uare bitching away him. stupid. Tuesday, October 11, 2005, 9:43:00 PM
its funny. u expect ur love one to be there. but. he is only halfway there. i keep the tears to myself. i keep the words to myself. i am getting tired. i miss baby.i miss wt. 8:01:00 PM
i hate the ward i am in now. i hate the pple there. i hate the work there. jux a bunch of hypocrites and sucker apples to the sister.damned. i am reallie in a bad mood. i miss my hubby. and its even more when i am in such a bad mood. i jux feel likehugging him. wanna cry in his arms. though he will complaini always wet his shoulders with my tears.. but. when i see him. my problems will jux fly away. my anger will subside. and i will jux be a cry baby in his arms. i want his hugs. want his kisses. to hong me. to pamper me. he wil be working these few days .. till like sun.. sobx. i shall tolerate. make him worried today. he said i was like a mu lao hu.. *roarx* i admit i was. prob tired and stuff. next week will be our 9th month. i want it to be nice. hopefully. then 10th. 11th. one year. all these will be perfect. i want it to be all sweet. the baby is goin to do her prj now. waiting for her love one to msg her at 9. =) Sunday, October 09, 2005, 11:55:00 AM
a few more hours.. and i will wave bye to my freedom. it wll be 3 hectic weeks of studying and attachment. dammit. lolx. i miss sch! lolx.. not really looking forward to attachment. firstly. i am alone in the ward. 2ndly. i have never in my whole life been to that ward. 3rdly. i do not noe anyone there. 4thly. My shifts are all 7-3!!!!! such a torture.yesterday went pasar malam with darling! wee. he saw my piggy side. eating alot. hahahax. but the food is nice wad.. i love it. heex. rmber that timei went with son' then we spend 30 buckx each. faintx. missing darl alot. yest he got a shock midnite. lolx. cuase some idiotc person called my phone and talk nonsense. so here to the idiotic person. u are the dumbest guy on earth. lolx. gonna meet wt now.. go eat go walk then go study. lolx. can u belive it? iam studying on a sunday. gosh. there goes my life. anyway an announcement to all ex-ijians out there. there will be a hoisting of the cross at our new sch compound at TP area.. at 4 pm.. please try to attend k? i will try to make my way down. lol.. urm. enter by the back gate which means.. the one at the coffeeshop at the hdb blocks there k? take care u babes. muackx. |